Of All People ,Why Me ?

I made this poem after I watched the 1 liter of tears.

Thank you ,Aya Kito for inspiring me..^^.

One day I got tripped off and accidentally hurt myself

I saw mother’s worried face and I blamed myself

I told her not to worry about me anymore

I’m strong right? Because I’m your daughter

Ever since that day; I always tripped off and fall

I lost my sense of balance; I can’t even play basketball

It seems that my body doesn’t belong to me

I want to make a time machine and go back in time

If it wasn’t for this disease, this wouldn’t happen to me

If it wasn’t for this disease, I could enjoy falling in love

I cried almost a liter of tears; and asking God, “why me”?

Why of all people; this disease had chosen me?

It stole everything to me; can’t be happy for what’s happening

I feel so helpless; I can’t do anything except for crying

Mother said, “It’s not true that you don’t have anything”

You still have your hand, you can keep on writing

Mother’s warm voice; gave me courage

I could feel that she’ll never leave me

There’s a reason why I am experiencing this

It’s not God’s fault, maybe it really was destined