Foolish Girl (Unrhymed version )

I say it's okay but it really hurts
They say it's a foolish love
But I don't care, because I love you
I only want to be good to you

Just smile at me even once
It is enough to make me happy
When the one you love comes
I'll still stay by your side

I just want you to feel that I care
I won't wish for anything more
I will stay there without a change
Even though I know I won't stand a chance

Every night in my dream
I could hear you shout for my name
I hope it will come true someday
If that happens, I'll die happily

Smile even a little bit more
Can I keep it only to myself?
But if I do that I'll be selfish
And my heart will yearn for you even more

I am cursing my heart
For three words can't let it through
It's like there's a thorn caught in my throat
When you're beside me, it's like I lost my voice

I am waiting for your love
Even without those worDS
Why did I let you take my heart
Was it because I am a fool ?

Only an Infatuation?

I used to watch you from the bleachers
Seeing you surrounded with bunch of girls
I was so envious because I wasn't that close to you
How I wished you'd spend your minute with me

That time, Monday was my favorite day
Because I could see you dance so gracefully
The way you follow the every beat of the sound
The way you sway your arms, makes my heard pound

You're beginning to steal my attention
I hate it because it causes me confusion
Day by day my eyes tries to seek for you
Though I know you won't appear before me

This guy so mysterious yet I was so attracted
I don't even know his full name yet
Not even a single clue for what kind of man he is
But one thing I'm sure, he has a kind eyes

I was walking around the boulevard
You shouted my name so loud
You greeted me so nicely
You even smiled so gently

You weren't my friend, we're just a mere acquaintance
I know there's a boundary, I won't stand a chance
I know this is nothing but pure admiration
Can this be considered JUST an infatuation ?

Reblogged from Dolldelight~♥

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Of All People ,Why Me ?

I made this poem after I watched the 1 liter of tears.

Thank you ,Aya Kito for inspiring me..^^.

One day I got tripped off and accidentally hurt myself

I saw mother’s worried face and I blamed myself

I told her not to worry about me anymore

I’m strong right? Because I’m your daughter

Ever since that day; I always tripped off and fall

I lost my sense of balance; I can’t even play basketball

It seems that my body doesn’t belong to me

I want to make a time machine and go back in time

If it wasn’t for this disease, this wouldn’t happen to me

If it wasn’t for this disease, I could enjoy falling in love

I cried almost a liter of tears; and asking God, “why me”?

Why of all people; this disease had chosen me?

It stole everything to me; can’t be happy for what’s happening

I feel so helpless; I can’t do anything except for crying

Mother said, “It’s not true that you don’t have anything”

You still have your hand, you can keep on writing

Mother’s warm voice; gave me courage

I could feel that she’ll never leave me

There’s a reason why I am experiencing this

It’s not God’s fault, maybe it really was destined

Foolish Girl

Whenever he has a problem

I keep on worrying about him

Even if I'm in the middle of my work

I'll set aside it just to give him a talk

Even in my busy schedule

I still give him my time

Even though it's already past my bedtime

I won't say goodbye 'til he says he's fine

I guess I am a fool

Hoping that he'll notice me soon

I've sacrificed a lot of things

Just to show him my feelings

I know he only sees me as a sister

I don't have no choice,is that better?

Because he'll never see me as a girl

Sigh, when will I ever learn ?

I guess I really am a fool

My love for him, he couldn't feel

Even though, I'm hurting inside

I have never left his side

Whenever he's sad, I'll make him happy

Whenever he's lonely, I'll keep him company

I'll never leave his side

Even if the person he love comes

I guess I'm foolish than a fool

Hoping that he'll notice me soon

Even if they say I'm a foolish one

I'll do everything, because I love him

I saw him holding her hand

It made me finally understand

That he'll never look my way

So I guess this is goodbye

I guess I really am a foolish

But my love for you isn't selfish

I just want you to know what I feel
I'm not expecting to be treated special

She left him like a piece of trash
I hate her; I want her to be bash
All I can do is to hug him tight
And told him everything will be all right

When will my foolishness come to an end ?
I know I'm nothing to him,but just a friend
But I kept on wiping his tears
I put my hand on his cheeks

He touched my hand and smiled
He looked into my eyes and became shy
This is my chance to tell him how I feel
But I doubted, and didn't say it at all

He finally smiled, he seems happy now
Oh ~Now I couldn't ask for more
I rather stay by his side as his best friend
Than being entitled as his "Girlfriend"

I am a fool, yes I admit
I don't need to be his girlfriend
All I want is to be on his side
Because this is what I wanted from the start

Sintang Palihim: Sa Wakas !

Hindi ako nagtagumay sa aking binabalak

Ang ipagtapat ng puso kong kay busilak

Pagkatapos ng gabing iyon; ako'y napaisip

Ako'y nabagabag; hanggang sa ako'y naka-idlip

Isang kasiyahan, ako'y inanyayahan

Isang kaibigang malapit sa akin

Sinabi "ito na ang iyong huling pagkakataon"

Upang sabihin ang tunay mong nararamdaman

Dahil sa kanyang sinabi ako'y nagdesisyon

Na sa araw na ito ako na'y aamin

Upang bitbit sa aking kalooban

Mabawasan at magkaroon ng kasagutan

Sa swimming pool, siya'y aking nakita

Ang kanyang ngiti ay puno ng sigla

Sana'y masiglang ngiti huwag mawala

Hanggang sa oras na ako' umamin sa kana

Gabi'y lumalalim, nagdidilim na ang kalangitan

Aking binabalak, tila aking nakakalimutan

Nawala sa aking isipan sa sobrang kaligayahan

Kaya't nawaglit na sa aking isipan

Aking kaibigan ako'y pinalalahanan

Napansin niyang aking nalimutan

Ang "mission" kong minsan ng di nagtagumpay

Sabi niya'y baka ako'y magsisi ng habambuhay

Noon di siya sang ayon sa aking kagustuhan

Ngunit ngayon sia ang tumutulong sa akin

Marahil naabasa niya ang aking mga mata

Kahit itago ko'y kanyang itong nakikita

Kahit siya'y tahimik ako'y inaalalayan

Minulat niya ako sa katotohanan

Pinalakas niya ang mahina kong damdamin

At ituloy ang mission na minsan naudlot noon

At sa kabilang dako, paming tatlo'y magkasama

At doon nasaabi ko sa aking sarili "ito na nga "!

Sinabi ang mga salitang higit sa isang taon

kong tinago sa aking kalooban

Siya'y di makapagsalita sa aking sinabi

Inaasahan ko na ang kanyang pagtanggi

Ngunit tila  iba pa yata ang nangyari?

Sa halip tanggihan siya pa'y napangiti ?

Ako'y natuwa at puso'y kinilig

Di ko pinagsisihan na siya'y inibig

Nagpapasalamat pa nga ako

Dahil siya ang pinili ng puso ko

Isang binatang tulad nya kay hirap hanapin

Siya'y puno ng sila at maunawain

Isang taong kay tamis kung ngumiti

Sa wakas ! ako'y naipag-tapat na rin

--Ang mahigit isang taong bitbit ng aking damdamin..

This poem is for my best friend Rodjeilyn, finally she didn't run away, she faced the fact that she loves him

and admitted it :] how I wish I'm strong as her, unlike me, I didn't tell him yet, guess it's too late~

I'm proud of you Rodj :]

04 12 10 :D

Lihim na Pagsinta: Kaibigan lang ako

Ikaw ay aking nasilayan sa malayuan

Tila mundo mo'y puno ng kapighatian

Mayroon bang naglalaro sa iyong isipan ?

Nais kang alisin sa mundo ng kalungkutan

Sa tuwing kasama mo, iyong mga kaibigan

Tila napapawi ang iyong kalungkutan

Na ninanais ko na ako na lang sana

Ang makakapag-bigay sa iyo ng saya

Kapaskuha'y dumating di man nakapagusap

Ang iyong tinig ; aking hinahanap-hanap

Pangungulila sa iyo'y pilit kong tinatago

Iniisip kung kailan; landas natin magtatagpo

Nang ikaw ay nawala sa aking paningin

Ang bukod tanging hiling ko'y di man nadinggin

Ngunit sa tagal mong nawala sa aking tabi

Ang dapat kong sabihin ay di ko na nasabi

Hanggang isang araw; may isang taong dumating

Kahit na ang tanging hiling koý di man nadinggin

Siya ang tanging sumagot sa aking panalangin

Dahil naiintindihan niya ang aking saloobin

Huling gabi ng bakasyon; ikaw ang nasa isip

Sa sabik kang makita ; hirap akong makaidlip

Inaabangan ang muli natin pagkikita

Dahil di ko maikubli ang lihim kong pagsinta

Nang malaman ko kung sino ang iyong sinisinta

Naisip ko'y imposibleng ako'y iyong makita

Pagkat ang iyong pagtingin ay nakabalin sa kanya

Dahil kapag ika'y malungkot kanya kang napapasaya

Kaya't ngayon ako'y nagmumukmok sa isang tabi

At aking tinikom sa pagsasalita aking labi

Sa pangangamba'y baka ako'y may masabi

Dahil sa simula't pa man aking pagsisinta'y mali

Ngunit ako'y di nagsisi na ika'y aking minahal

Dahil ika'y naging aking inspirasyon sa lahat

Nagpapasalamat ako dahil ika'y dumating

Tinuruan mo ang puso kong umibig

Kahit na pag-ibig ko sayo 'y di ko nasabi

Di ako nagsisisi kahit sa bandang huli

Makita kang masaya ay sapat na sa akin

Kahit na kaibigan lang ang turing mo sa akin